i know i shouldn't do it, but I still do.
and sadistically doing it again and again.
which is bad, really bad, because when you keep comparing, it means you are not being happy, not being grateful for what you have.
my aim for 2014- to be better than that and learn to be more thankful (easier written than done, that I know)
everything is in its own due time
I believe in Allah's planning, He is indeed the best of planners.
He knows what is the best for me, if I tell myself that often enough I know I will stop comparing and be happy with what I have, insyaAllah.
Allah tidak akan sesekali menganiaya hamba-hambaNya, kan? ;)
Maka mari bersangka baik
a muslim first.
above all, a slave to Allah s.w.t.
im not perfect, far from it, but i try to be perfect enough to the ones i love.
im not a saint, i keep making mistakes, keep forgetting my place,conscious and unconsciously ive sinned, but I pray that i would always come back to Allah and ask for forgiveness.
im not beautiful, ppl never stop to look at me twice, but i hope i can be beautiful inside, because that is where Allah really looks at.
im not a warrior, never the fighting type, but I choose to be brave if I have to fight for my religion, my family and my friends.
i write when im upset, when im happy, when im angry, when i want to. i write for me. and sometimes for others to0. but 1st of all its for me. so pls read dont judge. pls comment pls correct me if im wrong.